Now Restricted at Tuts4You Forum: I have become an Outcast

I feel that I am just wasting my life. Making posts in the Exetools forum just to make myself look superior.
In the end, I know that the Exetools domain owners will just sell the domain name and pocket the fat sum of money.
Then the exetools forum will be gone and all my efforts and sacrifices I’ve made for my real-life relationships and work will have been for naught.